To Make A Friend Stay.

If I were to act weak 

To assume I am the victim, show you the weak sides of me, the one who would weep and tears in front of you. 

Then you would stay, 

But I would rather you away. 

Because I don't feel your sincerity.  

What do friends meant for you? 

Someone whom you can USE when you need? 

Someone who can let you GOSSIP about? 

Merely an individual, a human being who can let you pass your time and don't let you look fool because you aren't alone in a big crowd? 

You may think this is what a friend should be but sorry I bet to differ. 

I love my friend as how I love my family members. 

I wish the best of them which I never get close to them because I want to grab info from them. 

I don't judge my friend according to how much benefits that he or she could grant me. 

I tell them how I feel, my thoughts my opinions my views my advices whenever they need even if they didn't ask for it. For I will tell them if they did wrong. 

But sorry I don't see all that from you. 

Just let faith decide our future relation. 

Maybe in the near future I would realise that I am at fault, seeing the wrong side of the matter. I would feel sorry and try my best to get close to you again. 

If the future proves me right, then we will be merely acquaintances. Or even you won't bother whether we talk. You don't even want to be my acquaintances. 

Never mind. 

It's always fine. 

I might be more efficient when I am alone. 

For I enjoy being alone, talk to my phone or talk to my blog.

For I don't have to care about people's feeling, worry that my words or action might bring damage. 

For I just enjoy the time with me, and myself.