Day 1 as Kong Pig Pig

Started my intern as a temporary teacher in a secondary school nearby my house, SMK SERI KELEDANG. 

Okay before I talk anything further, there are a few things which I should clarify just FYI. 

1. When it's about internship in a fully governmental support school, it will happen that YOU DONT GET PAID. Instead you still have to pay for your own expenses say the petrol, your meals and other expenses which you could or couldn't think upon. However it's undeniable that you won't get this opportunity often to be in a secondary school again but this time you are no more a student but a teacher! 

2. I didn't apply through the Education Department which is also a reason why I didn't get paid. If you are interested in being a temporary teacher, no matter it's in primary school or secondary school, you can always go to the nearest Jabatan Pelajaran, look for the authority and submit your application(simple interview needed.) It's actually a HIGH PAID JOB! If you are a STPM graduate you could get RM70 per day plus you just need to work half day from 7am to 2pm if it's morning session. You will get a lower pay if you only hold a SPM certificate but still consider as high paid than promoters, servants or clerical job. 

3. Why it's Kong Pig Pig? This is how my students called me on my first day of internship! There are a few guys who called me Kong 猪猪 in Cantonese 。While 猪 stand for piggie in Cantonese therefore I write it as Kong Pig Pig. I think my students didn't do it to insult me in fact they might think that it's a cute way to call a teacher who is almost the same age as them like this. I suppose. LOL TRYING TO BE SELF-DECEIVING. 

The first day of being a teacher in secondary school started with excitement. Though it's a SMK school, it's crowded with Chinese student, only a few of them were Indians and basically no Malays in high school. 

But but. 

The reality was totally different with what I had imagined! Or I should say my imagination gone too far even at the beginning. 

In my imagination I would teach in joy and students enjoy my class as if I am performing on stage. 

LOL 

PUN INDEED. 

What actually happened on the first day of teaching is 

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A helpless girl in a class full of active students. 

ACTIVE STUDENTS. 

I know it's normal. I remembered how I didn't pay attention in my high school and I never complete my homework(most of the time I copied) 

But the first day as Kong Pig Pig was quite a disaster. I realised how helpless I was when I can't control the class. How desperate I was to shout at the class. 

Literally like a FAILED teacher. 

....

Endless sob. 

But I also realise that it's tough for students to fully respect me cause I am just few years older than them. Instead of teacher I think they will feel more comfortable to put me as their elder sister. 

In fact there are a few students who called me Jie Jie instead of Teacher. 

(There are students who shouted Leng Lui Lou Si when I passed by their class. Lol I perasan to the max. Feeling so proud of myself) 

But hor I also realise that the students nowadays especially girl students, so pretty already lo as compare to my time. 

Their quality like being upgraded lol 

Or maybe myself don't look as attractive as them when I was in their age. 

Conclusion draw! 

My students are just merely AMAZING!!! 

Annyeong Year1 Sem2

Now I have a few things on my to-do-list. 

1. Study for the exam tomorrow. 

2. Pack my luggage. 

3. Clear my bed. 

4. Shower. 

But in the end I am doing another thing which is obviously I shouldnt be doing. 

I am writing this new post for my blog. Okay I just can't convince myself to study , there are hell lot of things distract me! So I decided to have a wrap up for this semester. 

Feel so excited when I scrolled my camera roll and looked at all those photos taken this semester in Penang. 

I am happy girl. :) 

Okay so what did I do this whole semester?! 

Immediately at the first week of this semester, we random girls went to Macalister Mansion for our reunion meal. 

I love how we looked here. 

❤️

And I also allow you to look at my cacat face. Hahahhahahaha 

THE SECOND PENANG BRIDGE 

Till now I still think that it's funny how people put the second Penang bridge as a tourist spot. We actually being chased away by the guards there so we didn't stay there for long. 

But first , let us take a selfie. 

HAHAHAHA okie this brige isn't named "The second Penang bridge" , it has got a proper name Jambatan Sultan-I-can't-remember. Heh 

Sunway Debate Open (SUNDO) at Sunway College Kl. 

For the first time in university I joined a debate competition, though as a trainer adjudicator. XD 

But you know what?! Participating in debate tournament is totally amazing! I seriously awed by debaters from all around Malaysia. 

And look at our smiles. Accidentally bumped into the same cheetah style. XD 

GREAT COMPANIONSHIP WITH GREAT PEOPLE

This photo was taken during our Titas lecture. I can't think of a single reason for not admiring myself. 

For these 14 weeks of lecture, I attended twice. 

Though this is not something I should be proud of, I still want to convey my deepest appreciation to all my friends who had ever signed the attendance for me. 

Me love you all! 

MEETING NEW FRIENDS FROM DIFFERENT ACTIVITIES. 

This is one of the reason why I like to join so many different kinds of events in varsity. I get to know different people and even though most of them are acquaintances, there are a few of them who turned so close with me after the event ended. Say the girl beside me. 

Look at the weirdo face she has. My Jie. 

Okay seems like not only she had got the weirdo face. Every emcee has the potential to make a superb WEIRDO expression I guess. XD 

And we have random dinner gathering. Heh 

Hahah I like this picture. Everyone smile so nice in it. :D 

TO BE THE MASTER OF CEREMONIES. 

I would like to say that this is the biggest achievement of mine in this semester.

Having difficulties in expressing how grateful and glad I felt to be able to present myself on stage as an emcee. 

Thanks for all the opportunities given and I did enjoy every moment on stage. 

I might not be the best emcee that you have ever seen but every time I try my best to accomplish my duty and seriously I enjoy that very much. 

Emcee for Chinese Orchestra Night. 

Thanks for the sponsorship from SS Image for the hairdo and makeup. 

*thumbsup

They created a miracle for making a normal girl to such gorgeous extent. 

And oh yea I need to act like a PRO in one of the scene. 

Call me Professor. 

*feelingproud for having the chance to try on the lab coat. 

Heh heh 

Emcee for YES Challenge. 

This is something BIG. 

But first let me take a selfie. 

And thanks for the sponsorship 

Makeup from Clover Makeup Salon and Beauty Academy. 

I like the ChunLi Style hair. lol 

Yea it's me and the stage backdrop. 

I like this stage as this is a T-shaped stage. Like those for fashion show cat-walk. 

Correction- it's me with the awkward smile. 

Hahah 

Mun Mun and I!!

Taken after the event ended. My smile seemed better cause it's like finally it ended, wonderfully.

HAHAHAHA 

I assumed I did a good job cause I adi do my best ma. 

THE NOT SO TATTOO-HENNA IS WHAT WE CALLED 

My first try of henna this semester. We had the same henna draw-er last semester but I didn't try it cause it's like waste money nia. It drop after a few days. 

But this semester suddenly my KICK LAI LIAO LOL 

So I did this. 

THE KOREAN DRAMA SCENE IN USM. 

Never know that during April, some trees in USM will blossom and it look literally like the walk way in Korean drama say Winter Sonata LOL 

I don't have a boyfie but I did imagine I walked there with him. XD 

*imaginationgonewild. 

But it's super duper romantic and relaxing. Just didn't really look like something that will have in USM. 

Nah I never bluff one I tell you. Look at the walk way. Don't try to deceive me that it isn't look like a scene in romantic Korean drama. 

And I perasan again. 

*feelingproud 

I am a good photographer. 

This photo the so got feel lo.

HAMLET-LIVE STAGE PERFORMANCE.  

Yeah we dressed up and attend the stage play. 

Actually the focus here is the Hamlet play. But we are not allowed to take photos so I can only show you the three pretty faces that we had on that day. 

I love Ah Bong's camera. It makes everyone look so extraordinary pretty 

LOL 

And me acting like pro in Straits Quay. 

Yea forgot to mention that the play was in Penang PAC. 

It's a mini theatre in Straits Quay. 

The play was nice. Cause I didn't revise the actual Hamlet script during my English Literature examination but I reminiscence the stage play scene instead. 

Heh 

ME TURNED INTO A MAN AND FALL IN LOVE. 

Cast as Hamlet in the video. 

Actually it's interesting cause that video was our assignment. We are not from Mass Communication so we found it literally difficult to shoot a video and edit it afterwards. 

But nay by gone be by gone.

Proudly present you me and my Ophelia. 

<3 

Nah nah nah. 

This is the typical wedding photo I would say. 

Just that I should have taller than my bride. 

Then would be perfect.  

THE ANNUAL DINNER FOR OUR SCHOOL. 

It's something like the farewell dinner for the final year students. 

We had it in Eastin Hotel Penang. Very nice and grand atmosphere so we actually took a lot of photos but I decided to only show 2 here. 

Hahahahah 

One of my favourite photos of the day. But I didn't put it on Facebook cause my Facebook account already flooded with my perasan selfies. Sometimes I just need to make people feel less disgust when they scroll their news feed. 

XD 

Not all the first year students attended. But this is our first FAMILY PHOTO of this batch. 

<3 

Yea so far I think that's all for my year1 sem2. 

A lot of great things happened but of course there are some bad too. 

ENDURE TO CONQUER. 

For I believe that every thing happen for a reason, either it's a blessing one or a lesson. 

So I endure and accept every thing come upon me. 

Greet good bye to this semester. 

And we shall meet again the coming semester. 

An nyeong. 

To Make A Friend Stay.

If I were to act weak 

To assume I am the victim, show you the weak sides of me, the one who would weep and tears in front of you. 

Then you would stay, 

But I would rather you away. 

Because I don't feel your sincerity.  

What do friends meant for you? 

Someone whom you can USE when you need? 

Someone who can let you GOSSIP about? 

Merely an individual, a human being who can let you pass your time and don't let you look fool because you aren't alone in a big crowd? 

You may think this is what a friend should be but sorry I bet to differ. 

I love my friend as how I love my family members. 

I wish the best of them which I never get close to them because I want to grab info from them. 

I don't judge my friend according to how much benefits that he or she could grant me. 

I tell them how I feel, my thoughts my opinions my views my advices whenever they need even if they didn't ask for it. For I will tell them if they did wrong. 

But sorry I don't see all that from you. 

Just let faith decide our future relation. 

Maybe in the near future I would realise that I am at fault, seeing the wrong side of the matter. I would feel sorry and try my best to get close to you again. 

If the future proves me right, then we will be merely acquaintances. Or even you won't bother whether we talk. You don't even want to be my acquaintances. 

Never mind. 

It's always fine. 

I might be more efficient when I am alone. 

For I enjoy being alone, talk to my phone or talk to my blog.

For I don't have to care about people's feeling, worry that my words or action might bring damage. 

For I just enjoy the time with me, and myself.